my hair feels & looks crappy to me nw.
i miss my long (relatively) hair suddenly. )':

hahah.
HATE HATE HATE OT.
but well, everythg will pay off in monetary terms i guess.
i can't wait to get my hands on my first pay.

(: (: (:

today while chatting during the mini *SELF-DECLARED* breaks during work, me&che felt so lost in life. somehow we fell into the category of ppl who doesnt hv any special talents (for eg, music) and doesnt do exceptionally well in academics either.

we've alrdy gone with the flow for 18years...
are we gg to continue doing so for Uni?

im reluctant to grow up, really.

the transition from JC to Uni is v challenging i feel. suddenly the BigThgs tht we experienced in JC seemed so insignificant as compared to the BiggerThgs we're facing nw. we're talking abt our life nw. our future and how we'll spend the many years to come.

& WE FINALLY CONCLUDED THT MONEY REALLY MAKES THE WORLD GOES ROUND.

the random chats with senior colleagues during lunch breaks open my mind to Life Out There gradually.

(Leslie looks like Potato! HAHAH. but he drinks like 5 big cups of coffee per day?!)

& i suddenly felt tht Life is so full of helplessness.
sometimes wht you end up doing may not be wht you like.
& for nw we'll always say tht "when i grow up, my career must be smthg i enjoy doing."
but it felt qt naive aft today.
because smtimes Life doesnt give you the choice to do so.

think abt all these:
responsibilities, family, and money.









BUT
IM NT GIVING UP YET,
I THINK.